Nov 23, 2010

DIFFERENT

Hm...It's midnight nw~
Hm...Nt a sweet night today~
I'm Wake up from my dream...Check v the inbox...
Hm...As usual...Reply it...
23/11...I'm wake up late...10++ I think~
Hv a think of myself...Hv a talk v Sis...And after hv a bath after tat...
The day is normal n ntg...
But wat's going on after tat...
I'm felt really nt comfort v u...
A person hu never care of me...Although frenz for long time...

It's very hurt...


I have think b4 tat our frenship is the best 
But it's realli Hurt me for nw..

I dn like to hv a force...
I dn like to hv a wall...
I dn like to hv a push...

I love freedom..
I love encourage..
I love accompany..
I love abt care-in...

Rolling on my bed...Think-in abt u~
Think abt our memory b4...
From the 1st time we'r together in the same cls til nw...
We care each other...We help-in each other...It's memorable...

Hm...Do u ppl noe abt pressure??
Pressure is reali bad ><
Realy dn willing to say HATE to tis~
As pressure realli help me lots b4...
But it work toward my tears tis few days...


I never think abt anyday tat i'll lost u b4...
I'm really adapt tat u're by my side for so many years...
If u're nt here..
There will be lots of problem around me...
And all of these will kill me after tat...
Realy Appreciate for save-in me...

I'm realli wondering wheather u're still think tat i'm ur best frenz
Dun noe u're care of me or jus go-in to leave me...
Sometimes it's realli work to make me sad..
Form ur sight...
I noe tat u're strong...
I noe tat u hv ur own style...
I noe tat u will nt going to adapt ppl hu u think nt realli nid...
But do u noe tat sometimes wat u hv done is realli made ppl sad??
U never think tat wat ur word is hurt-in
U never think tat wat's wrong if u still do tat
U will jus think ntg although something sad happen...
Maybe a small wondering only...I think..
Ur adaption act can help ppl to 
Cover their pure soul...
Solve their problem...
Get rid of their non-confidence...
Enhance themsleves...
Help ppl to feel the meaningful of wat they did...

When I looked at u..Jus think abt bad..
Dun like to talk to u...And jus like to show face tat nt comfort...

Erm...Dun noe wat am i do-in nw act...
I dun wan our friendship get a scarb even though a small scretch!!
I really love our frenzship!!
Hm...Really sry to u..I think i have bring lots of pro to u...
I think i'm jus pressure v lots of things n I'm tired...
Well..
Mon hv band act 200pm-600pm..then went studio for train-in...
Tues hv to go studio since 130pm-900pm...
Wed hv to go for band high-com review (Meeting) 1030am-1230pm and band act from 200pm-600pm and 530pm hv go studio, It's praparation for Education Fair at Kwang Hwa...I think til 900pm..
Thur is jus alike v Wed but there will be a band commitee meeting too..But i'm Nt sure for the time.. 
Fri Morning gt band act ..i'm guessing is 800am-1130am...then 330pm hv to get ready to go band room again n gonna ready to go for Band Competition at Kota Cornwallis... 
Sat Band Activity...Pratice for the Concert Tour at 18/12 til 23/12..

Hm...I felt my life is complicated...
Don't u ppl sense tat?
Erm...I always convince tat i'm jus going to 
Make my life meaningful...
Learn wat do i never gt noe from the school...
Make a change in my life..
Help my life to be colorful...
Well..I hope is... 

Jus complaint by my parents tat i'm always lost at night...
They cnt c me for the whole dinner n aso although i'm bak...
Hm...I'm go to studio n bak n went upstair to take a bath n slip...
Sry to my parents...
As i'm jus smell the fatigue...N gonna to take a rest...


Well...we're keep grow n dad felt the loneness i think...
He scared tat we'r go-in to leave him n he gonna to lost us...
Mum told us b4...
As ur daughter...I promised i'll do my best...
Erm...Maybe i try to keep 
Talk-in joke to u to make u laugh..
Sing K v u in the living room...
Don't keep eject u if u wanna some massage ^^
 I LOVE U !! MUM & DAD !!


Well...After the long type-in...^^
I noe hw to smile dy ^^
As usual i'll end here by (YS)


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